My wishes

Wish one day I can successfully found a good, handsome and average standard property of a guy... That guy must also treat me nicely, must remember my birthday and wish me during birthday, I will feel very very happy even though if that guy did not buy me any present and just have his sincere birthday wishes and accompany me during my birthday, and also sing birthday song and the song that I loved for me.

I also wish that I can successfully found a guy which is good in singing because I prefer my future boy friend is a guy who can sing a nice song for me which will touch my heart..

Recently, I also likes a guy, Caven which is good in singing, friendly, hard working, active in sports, smart, average standard of property, quite handsome and he is also an engineer.. All those good personality that he has do really fully the requirement of me that wants to find a good guy to be my future boy friend. However, such good performance of Caven do have a really pretty, smart, rich and also a good girl friend who is also a Taiwanese model. That girl was really perfect and I do feel that Caven and that girl was a perfect match of couple. I will wish them happily ever after and they can get back together again happily although I was feeling so sad when I know that Caven's girl friend was such a perfect girl. I admit sometimes I do quite envy with that perfect girl. I just wish that one day I can be as perfect as her but maybe can't win the heart of a person to like me. Therefore, I feel that I just be myself is better than forcing myself and trained myself to be like others. I feels that I do have other parts which I'm good at and that best part of me maybe that perfect girl doesn't have. However, what's going to happen in the future, in looking forward my future whether I will still meet Caven and be his girl friend or just be a normal friend. All these is to let God to decide and looking forward on our fate.

Things that I've done wrong

Recently, I've really done a big mistake which I've had a big quarrel with my family. Sometimes, I feel that I didn't do anything wrong and just 1 2 explain but for them they feel that I didn't respect them at all and said that I'm arguing with them and don't 1 2 listen 2 them. I think it is because of my disrespect to my parents, always quarrel with them has caused me lost my chance 2 see the handsome guy in my company. This is the karma that I get after having a big quarrel with my family. Before I have a big quarrel with my parents, I will have the chance to see the handsome guy (Caven Hong Yih Kwang) in my company quite frequently.. However, after I have a serious quarrel with my family, I get the karma which I didn't have chance 2 see the handsome guy Caven Yih Kwang anymore... This is the revenge I get for being so bad 2 my family and I should accept it... I really don't know how 2 change my character...feels that whatever I did was always wrong... everyone also said I was wrong... really don't know how 2 do only can consider correct... I was really no mood 2 do anything now... feels like I've spoilt the whole family!!! y am I such a bad girl?!! how can I become such bad?!! must faster correct my bad habits... don't let it become worst!!! please be a good girl!!! don't choose 2 be the bad side!!!