poor life

the moment when u r being poor, life was really miserable... those delicious food that is in front of u is seducing u 2 buy it...however, once u think of u r poor n r not able 2 buy the food which u wanted 2 eat so much that time was really suffering.. u can see many people r enjoying the food while u just can standing besides them watching them enjoying the food without having the chance 2 enjoy it by your own... moreover, there r times that i can feel some people dislike me because of my attitude of being too stupid n ask stupid questions... i'm a person who easily get hurts when people r comment about me... i will not be able to bare with and endure with people's comment about me... i will feel very down n sad when people comment about me.. i will feel more sad if the people that comment about me is my friend who is quite close with me..