those bad luck i've gone through...

recently i really gone through those bad luck moments... i've been involved in an accidents for 2 times... 1st is road accident n the 2nd is been robbed.. now i've gone through those pain, suffering, stressful n emo moments... now really living in a life on without money, stress with final year projects, assignments, quiz, test, final exam, presentations n also need 2 attend classes 4 the program that i've taken.. all these stressful moments really makes me feel so down... living in a life without money was so suffering because when the moment u r hungry, u will not be able 2 buy the food u wanted 2 eat so much n just can see those people eating so deliciously while u just can see them enjoying it without having the chance 2 try it also... moreover, not just hungry, those projects, assignments, presentations will also makes u so stress with it till makes u really down.. living in a life without money n the tension of the projects really can makes your life feel so down... moreover, the moment when u r feeling down, u r not able 2 go back home or go 4 outing 2 release stress because of no money n really nothing can do... living in this world that is so materialistic, without money really cant survive longer... u will feel like really suffering n really down 4 your entire life... but, never mind i believe that this is the test God give me. God is testing my patience n see whether i can endure with it or not... if i'm able 2 endure with it, then god will makes me become rich in the future... however, another thing that makes me more worried about is my final year project.. i was so scared n worried that am i able 2 done it n submit it by this week.. this really makes me so scared, worried, down... really wish i'm able 2 done it n submit it by this week... being poor at this moment i will be able 2 endure it but if i can't submit my final year project by time, it will makes me feel like my world is ends... i rather wish that Goddess of Mercy can help me 2 finish up my project better than let me become rich.. cause in this moment projects is more important than money... it will be fine of being poor as long as i can submit n complete my fyp is better than being rich.. i will be very very happy if i'm able 2 complete n submit my fyp by this week.. Godess of Mercy please help me give me enough energy, strength n determination in completing my fyp even though i have no money 2 buy rice 2 eat which can boost up my energy. but i believe as long as Goddess of Mercy give the strength, energy n determination, i will able 2 done n submit my fyp even though there is lack of nutrient 4 me 2 boost up my energy..